I was hooked up with a boy because like every girl I thought I loved her. In fact I loved him so much, but he later realized I had no particle of love for me. Sad and painful when you realize that the person you loved so much just wanted to one thing: for sex. Something bad now that I think, but such is my story. I'm with a guy at the same age with me, I'm 25 years old. Our relationship lasted about 7 months and we split as soon as I got sex for the first time. I was a virgin and he was the first man in my life.
I do not know what happened, but he then left without me any explanation. At first I did not take his departure seriously, as I thought it was something transitional and he would come back to me. However, this did not happen and he never came back. I remained without any explanation and then I began to wonder why I did not ask for a reason.
1-At first I was upset and I was proud to ask for a reason, and later it seemed too much to write to me as it would look like I was looking to return with me.
2-I do not know why he left me right, maybe our first time was disappointed, but he knew I was a virgin and I do not believe that I drink more of me.
3-Sometimes I think he just wanted that thing from me, but then I refused to think he was such.
I'm very confused, but now that I'm writing my story I've been through this drama. Anyway, I will recognize other guys, but unfortunately I will always remember.
