The divisions are difficult. It takes time to get past them. Or it never fully transcends it. Memories are with you wherever I wear you. And not always for the worse. However he comes to mind, remembers a date, an event, and fails to admit that you only have to get to the bottom of your thoughts without sharing them. You don't talk anymore. You have been separated and started new relationships, new jobs and new lives. You thought it would be useless to pretend to have a relationship because you would hurt more. You don't believe you can be friends with someone you loved before, but here are some questions to keep in mind that you would love to tell him so much.
Did you miss me?
It's been some time since we last spoke. Do you mind when you don't find two socks alike? Do I remember watching the games? To cross my mind when removing that other girl's hair from her clothes? Yeah, I still miss myself a lot. Remember when I encountered the "House" series that I memorized?
When did you realize you didn't want "us" anymore?
I know in the end we quarreled all the time. I can't remember a night going to bed without getting angry. I too wanted to get out of this as much as y, but we had invested so much in this story that I couldn't leave and leave behind. What was the breaking point for you? How much I would like to know.
Was I a bad girlfriend?
It takes two to tango and I'm sure I have as much of a part in our division as you. And why I think I did my best to save our couple. Did I call you too often? I was expecting a lot from you, I needed a lot? Would you like to tell me if I did something wrong. If so, sorry and hope I don't repeat it in the future.
What advice would you give me on my new story?
Am I blowing it up before giving this story a chance? Worried about everything? You always had an opinion on everyone and everything. You didn't try to tell me I was wrong, now I'd like to tell you if I was to blame for this argument. I'd love to tell you if the things I do matter are worth making so big.
Do you think he's good for me?
We've been together long enough to get to know me on a molecular level. You know how much sugar I drink in coffee, on which side of the bed I slept and what I was afraid of. You know my favorite songs and I don't eat almonds. I wonder what you would say to the guy I am with now. If we were both acting like two objective adults, do you think he is the right one for me?
You know what it's like to come up with me and what I'm looking for in life. You even realized you couldn't be the one I wanted, but could he? Maybe you also have questions that you would like to ask. Perhaps these questions I asked will never be answered. Or do I take the phone in hand? Better not!
