Michael Jackson was afraid that someone was trying to kill him before his death, extracts from his diary reveal.
The music star, who died in June 2019, believed the "bad guys" wanted to "destroy him" in order to get his music catalog, according to those he wrote.
The disturbing thoughts recorded in the diary indicate that the sad star had become paranoid that he would be killed, just a few months before his death.
He wrote: “I am afraid that someone is trying to kill me.
"Bad people are everywhere. They want to destroy me and take my publishing company. The system wants to kill me for my catalog ... I'm not selling it."
Other parts of the diary show how Michael, 50, hoped to become a movie star as well as play concerts in Las Vegas.
According to the diary, Jackson hoped to earn $ 20 million a week and listed opportunities including Cirque du Soleil concerts, a deal with the Nike athletics brand and Hollywood movies.
The magazine also shows how the singer was trying to regain control of his assets because he thought his managers and advisers were taking advantage.
Jacko was suspicious of his manager at the time, Tohme R. Tohme, and did not like him "on the plane or in my house."
Mjeku i tij, Dr. Conrad Murray, i cili administroi qetësuesit që e vranë, përmendet gjithashtu. Ai shkroi: "Conrad duhet të praktikohet tani, nuk mund të lodhem."
Dr. Murray paguhej 100,000 dollarë në muaj për të administruar mjekimin e tij.
Ata që e rrethuan përfituan nga pafuqia e tij.
Ditari shtron pyetje në lidhje me marrëdhënien e këngëtarit me djem. Kohë më parë qarkulloi një video ku Jackson dhe dy djem luanin lojëra të çuditshme në dhomën e gjumit të tij.
Howard pranon se ishte i shqetësuar nga videoja, duke thënë: "Skena ishte shqetësuese dhe bezdisëse ... niveli i gjuhës së urryer dhe abuzimit të simuluar nuk mund të injorohej. Edhe pse Michael dhe fëmijët ishin duke u angazhuar në atë që ishte qartë teatër, tema e tyre e preferuar ishte pa dyshim mosha e papërshtatshme.”
He wrote about the last tour and the desire to make movies.
Howard documents how, in November 2003, Santa Barbara County Sheriff's officers raided the Neverland star's home after allegations that he had abused children.
They confiscated computers, photographs, covert videotapes, pornographic magazines and medicines. He says: “A lot of books contain pictures of children and adults in different stages of undressing. Authorities believe such material may have been used by Michael against the children. "
Police also reportedly found a bag of children’s clothing.
Jackson came out clean on the charges against the children in 2005, but last year, two alleged victims, Wade Robson and James Safechuck, appeared on Channel 4's Leading Neverland, claiming they had been abused for several years.
