Robbie Williams has revealed that he did not want to have children with his wife Ayda Field when they first met.
The 46-year-old The Take That singer confessed that he never wanted to be a father on their podcast, "Staying At Home With The Williamses."
Before becoming a father of four, Robbie admitted that he had feared he would not be able to care for a child when he did not know how to take care of himself.
Despite this, he later became the father of Teddy, seven; Charlie, five; Coco, 18 months and Beau, who was born this year through a surrogate.
Robbie e kuptoi që nuk donte të njëjtat gjëra në jetë si bashkëshortja e tij e mrekullueshme.
Robbie shpjegoi në podcast-in e tyre: "Mbaj mend që mendoja," Oh nuk dua të njëjtën gjë si Ajda. Unë e dua atë, por nuk dua familje, për shumë arsye.”
Ai vazhdoi: "Nuk ishte një arsye egoiste, por ishte një lloj arsyeje humane kur unë jam në luftë me kokën time çdo ditë.
"Dhe kur nuk mund të kujdesem për veten time, si mund të sjell dikë në jetë?"
Megjithë mendimet dhe shqetësimet e tij fillestare për t'u bërë baba për herë të parë, Robbie ndryshoi mendim sapo pa për herë të parë djalin e tij, Teddy.
Në këtë moment këngëtari kuptoi se për çfarë ishte jeta: për të pasur një lidhje.
Ai kujtoi momentin kur ndryshoi gjithë mendësia e tij: "është momenti kur Teddy sapo më pa dhe u duk sikur universi më pa.”
Robbie thinks that eventually the fact that he became a father and welcomed four children has generally made him a better person.
"My life is fuller, I'm more stable, more present, more refined, more restrained," he insisted.
Meanwhile, Ayda told The Times: "I was in love with him. He was a loving, beautiful man and he was just as charming, funny and amazing. He had my heart. He was my twin soul.
"He used to say to me, 'I'm never getting married and I never want to have children.'
The happy couple met in 2006 and got married in August 2010.
