If we 'normal' people break plates and cups, erase photos where we have them and where we do not have them, throw in the trash every gift and every sign after a separation (we are not going any further with the destruction of things that remind us Father), these artists seem to have a much simpler job. At least, it seems to us: they sit on the pentagram, write a song and seem to achieve the goal - to bring out any kind of emotion and feeling after the separation, to convey it to the public, to receive an award and so on…. But did they escape suffering? What about the "knives" now who can afford them?
Alban Ramosaj found, perhaps, the best way after the separation. He wrote a story, made it a hit and became everyone’s favorite. Far from the sadness conveyed by the ballad "My Knives", Albani with his song embedded a success story in his artistic profile: "For me, this song was my" message "or" phone call ", a message that I have implied that I was aware of the kind of connection we had and that I reflected on, in short. But it is not intended as an attempt to return, despite the fact that we have unconditional love in between. Even thanks to the latter, we maintain social contacts (he liked the song, his Albanian friends translated it).
So the "Knives" seem to have done their job. But they did not cling to just one man - who was the character in the song. He stuck with everyone since the first presentation of his song in The Magic Song, while on the final night, all the emotional knives were turned back. Something was anticipated, but the price was a surprise for two strong reasons: for the first time, we on the other side of the TV, could not predict who might win this year's edition, while the second strong reason was the unanimous rating: by the jury, colleagues, the public, everyone.
However, not everything could be so clean. There are always those who see "spots" even inside the crystal. The other blade of the knife, the one that finds something to wait for even when there is not. Albani says that there will always be 'knives' and now he is almost used to it. Everywhere, in every field, there are people who are used to hitting you, but they do not hurt anyone who works to reach another, even higher peak. Albani is not worried about this part at all. Now, more than ever, he is so motivated that he feels that the first prize in the Magic Song has won him over. He is collecting dozens of new songs, most of which he has created after the trophy, he is dealing with other new projects, especially outside Albania, but at the same time there are some surprises that fulfill the artistic profile of a creator who as much engrave within yourself, the more skills it highlights. But there is time for these… road surprises will be revealed.
It is currently above the clouds and on the ground. From the Magic Song trophy, in Spain and Turkey. The first prize was just the beginning. In a long and exclusive story, Albani between the said and the unsaid.
What happened to you after the victory of the "Magic Song", was this triumph a surprise for you or a deep-seated expectation?
To be honest, as we always are (laughs), every participant has one or two moments when they think they can snatch the trophy. I also had from these moments, but I did not want to give myself hope, because basically the purpose of my participation was to extract from myself this story that I had gone through and written on paper and to know that the "knife" was stuck in the dedication intended and, of course, to return. I had thought of shooting the music video for the song, I even still have the script and directorial notes on my laptop, but I found the Magic Song scene more reasonable.
I do not know if it is the stars and planets that are lined up well or it is the luck that the victory of the Magic Song brings, but things are going well for me. (Touches the nose slightly). At the moment I am focused on writing songs in every studio, both in Kosovo and here in Albania. I feel more confident about the stories and style of my music. One thing really surprised me, for good. I have written 6 songs from the moment of victory so far. Along with what I had written before, there are about a dozen unpublished songs. This is also a problem in itself, but I will have to get used to not being so perfectionist and detailed, in order to publish as often as possible.
It is true that "My Knives" is a personal story, what made you make such "anger" public?
We all act in our own ways after separations, someone decides to "disappear" the partner at the critical moment of separation, someone breaks and writes, calls or asks for a date, someone else does something else and so on.
For me, this song was my "message" or "phone call", a message that I implied that I was aware of the kind of connection we had and that I reflected on, in short. But no, it is not intended as an attempt to return, despite the fact that we have unconditional love in between. Even thanks to the latter, we maintain social contacts ( he liked the song, his Albanian friends translated it) . To summarize, it is simply growth, personal maturity. After all, we are artists, we will take advantage of these emotions and we will put them on paper.
Among the few cases in our festivals when the public, the jury and the network vote unanimously. How does this make you feel?
Over the clouds. I am really very grateful for the evaluations of all three parties. A friend jokingly said to me "why not run for MP?" (laughs). But joking aside, I feel good it was the right project and it was launched at the right time. I believe I was lucky, everything at the right time and it turned out to be a success.
Who were you most "afraid of" in the race, if you were not the winner, who could you be?
My tastes are a bit strange, as is my music compared to the market here. I would not say I was scared, because I never feel it as a feeling in relation to my colleagues, but I would say that I would have been very happy if the songs like "Jetike" by Semi Jaupaj and "Pa T'pa" received the right appreciation. ”Of Lindita. (At the moment, these come to mind, I know there are others)
What was the most beautiful message you received after the victory, from whom?
Realistically, in that vulnerable moment, each message seemed to me more beautiful than the other. The family reactions have been unforgettable. The best thing is that wherever I am, wherever I go, regardless of the age or gender of the people I meet, from the airport police to the people on the street, they stop me and after they call me a "deserved victory", they tell me but we are more happy for mom. ”
After the noise that was created in the network regarding the comments of some of the members of the jury, is there anything that you think should be cut with a knife?
An expression comes to mind now, 'do what you have to do, go where you will go and they will still have something to say'. I am no one to interrupt or stop anyone from expressing their opinion, so as for me, give it even stronger, just take care of how you will be reflected in public, because I myself sleep peacefully at night, with a clear conscience and with a full heart knowing that at no point have I tried to lower or muddy anyone, especially artists. Each for himself, God for all is an expression that my math office often used to say.
In addition to music, you have a passion for production, directing, modeling, and even cinema. Are there any of these fields of art that are enticing you a little more than music?
You can find me if not in one, in the other being practiced or produced at any time of the day. I have said several times that I like to have "credits" or successful projects in any field of art.
Directing, editing and cinema are special loves for me. With music I am allowed to express my world, while directing allows me to convey visuals and manifest the fantasy I have inside my head. Sounds make me see and I often try to convey those images through video clips.
With a lot of love and enthusiasm I can tell you that I am in the development of a film script that I expect to realize as soon as possible to find free time in the field of music.
We have seen you in a role in the series "Love Likes Tirana", do you plan any other project in the field of acting?
In the field of directing, I said a little earlier that I am writing a film, while in acting I will continue to be selective for the roles offered to me. Without wanting to offend anyone, every role that has been offered to me to date has been a "candy" role, without any emotional commitment or depth of character. I understand that it is the easiest thing to sell commercially, but I prefer when I take on a role to be given the opportunity to "totally alienate" myself and put on the personality, character, desires, fears and worldview of that world. role.
In a recent interview for Wiwibloggs, you also said that you want to be a competitor in Eurovision, do you have a concrete plan for this?
The desire has been there for a long time, to perform on the Eurovision stage. I do not work with plans, mainly. But, one day the stars and planets will be in the right order and I will be in the right place at the right time.
What are the artistic plans for the summer?
To work as much as I can, both in production, to concerts and to my personal growth as a person and artist. Not just this season, but every season of every year.
What about personal plans, is there any news from private life?
Of course there are, full even, day-to-day. But I have never understood the interest of those who want to know about the personal aspect of an artist. I am not a reality-star, I have never talked specifically about my personal life about who I go out with, who she is, family, social problems or even other things. I produce creative creativity, focus on it and believe me there is more than enough to satisfy the curious appetite.
When I go out on Big Brother, "Match" or "Survivors" or something like that, ask me or judge what you want.
Do you think that a toxic relationship like that of "Knives" is destined to end badly? Has this happened to you?
I believe that any toxic connection will end sooner or later, because as human beings we do not have the mental or physical strength to cope and keep them alive. It's idiotic to stay in something that hurts you or your partner. Love is not supposed to hurt you or make you feel bad, jealous, insecure, unfulfilled, possessive or even leave you sleepless in the end. Love should make you feel like you are in a comfortable home, somewhere on vacation.
What is the "sharpest knife" you think a true love should have?
I believe, and strongly even, that a true love should not have a sharp knife. Of course, until the time comes to call that relationship "true love" there will be cuts, cuts, but they are supposed to be small and easily curable through honest communication.
What about yours, which one is it?
From the most diverse and I, like every human being have made mistakes, learned from mistakes and grown up. If I had to mention one of, I would say the fact that I am (or have been) a controller to some extent in the course of communication. It seems so strange to me now, but I feel completely away from that thing already.
Why double-edged swords (in love, in music….) In life?
They differ in the variation of the field, in love they are really double-edged swords, because as much as it hurts, you will also get hurt.
In music or career, I still do not prefer them, but here from time to time they bother so much with their "knives" that it is one day to take out a katana and put them in their place from the first to the last (laughs).
To be clear, all I am saying is a metaphor because we do not suggest the use of cold steel.
Have you ever been stabbed in life?
Of course, just when I see that it is not worth dealing with their "knives", as I said earlier, I just go my own way, because I have bigger goals to achieve and time does not forgive you.
The quick project you are waiting to finalize?
Now it seems to me that my new "Spain" is becoming "Turkey". So I say, understand, analyze this yourself. I'm going…. (Laughs)
Credits:
Photography: Orsola Mema
Retouching: RA FilmHouse
Styling: Ksela Lara
