Beatrix Ramosaj spoke again about the relationship she created at the BBVIP house with actor Donald Veshaj. In an interview for "Fan Club" she told her version of this story. While she stated that when she came out the situation was not as bad as she had thought.
In the interview she said that she wanted many people not to like this connection, but said that the new residents had given her signals that outside the situation is bad.
Excerpts from the interview:
What is your favorite phrase from the song?
Fraza që ne kuptoheshim me sy, është fraza më e magjishme. Duke qenë në presionin e kamerave, e duke ditur se mund të thuash një gjë dhe ajo më pas përdoret, kuptoheshim me sy.
Momenti kur ke thënë unë e pëlqej këtë djalë?
Donaldin e kam njohur prej vitesh si person. Nuk kam pasur ndonjë mendim negativ ose pozitiv. Semi dhe ai ishin ata që m’u afruan më së shumti dhe aty nisi muhabeti, kimia, me shakatë lojërat. Unë kisha krijuar një simpati për të por në asnjë moment që ta kisha qejf thjesht kimi”
Ishte dalja e Semit që të afroi më shumë?
Pas daljes së Semit, banorët e tjerë na ngacmonin shumë gjatë gjithë kohës, dhe në fillim ka qenë e sikletshme. E kisha qejf në ato momente, një fare pëlqimi.
Ti the në një moment “nëse ai ma jep dorën, do hidhem”. Kur e ndjeve?
Në momentin që e kam thënë, unë i dija shumë mirë ndienjat e mia dhe e dija shumë mirë që nga ana e atij i kishte ndienjat njësoj si unë. Unë i përjetoj gjërat shumë,jam shumë emocionale dhe për këto gjëra jetoj .
Ti e dije se si ishin komentet nga publiku për lidhjen e mëparshme, si ndihesh?
Duke e njohur publikun dhe duke njohur fansat si këtu dhe jashtë ndodh që fansat lidhen me idetë e çifteve dhe sot e kësaj ditë ke çifte që ata janë ndarë, e kisha menduar, e dija që do të kishte njerëz që nuk do të pëlqenin lidhjen time me Donaldin por që se kisha marr me mend që do të ishte me përmasa kaq të mëdha. E shkuara është e shkuar dhe ti ndien paqe për atë gjë. E shkuara e askujt nuk fshihet, unë po shijoj atë që po ndjehem po merrem me veten time, me këngë.
Mendon se do të jetë një lloj deja vu?
Personally I do not experience it so much because people have this job and will talk. The only concern I have is as far as my mom is concerned, that she had to face everything alone. She is tired and spiritually damaged because she has fought so hard for me. This is the only fault, otherwise I have never done anything wrong. Mom wanted me to handle my own game. I saw when I came out that it was ok, not as bad as I thought. I received signals from the new residents, who approached me with tear-filled eyes, letting me know that outside is bad. There have been many great difficulties in there for me. I can tell if in life I had the greatest difficulty I had when I lost my father, and at the funeral I stood on my own two feet. She has seen how I felt. He saw me even when I lost my father and with all the pain I was going through I still stood on my feet. After the "famous trial", believe me, I could not stand on my own two feet. I felt very bad and I know my mom experienced it like I did. We were the couple who did not take parachutes, because they affected and I felt like I had no one outside.
What did Albërie Hadërgjonaj say in your ear when he came to meet you?
I said what he would tell me but Trixa told me, wake up early, fix it, wash your hair, get dressed. Attention, care, care!
Does BBV follow you anymore?
I was very distracted because the things I had been looking for the most during my stay inside were mom, brother, Bella and I could not enjoy them. So I decided to break up. When I look at it I look for Donald and the rest of the residents, but very little. I miss everyone. They have become like family to me. They have given me unconditional love, I was barely parting with them as I am very attached to them. "I consider them very close."
From the moment you left that house, how have the stages we have been talking about been for you?
I went through several stages after leaving. The first stage I was very angry with myself, how I had experienced things inside, angry that I had suppressed myself, I had entered a very dark world. In that state I no longer had the strength or ability to think a little more positively. The second stage was when I put the good and bad things on the scales, I saw that there were much better for me and I calmed down, I was calmer. But the first days have been very difficult. I had a hard time connecting with the reality that that journey was over, I was at home with my family. I was in front of the TV all the time, it seemed very strange to me that I was not inside.
How did you feel when you saw that one of the organizers of the parachutes that came to Donald for Bora's birthday was Kledi?
I heard a lot of theories, one of the theories says that Kledi, as soon as he found out, was gone… If he really was there, I'm sorry because a few episodes later he was saying that I changed my mind about Donald, if he is happy… When I saw the comments, I was surprised. I said if he really did this thing and hugs me, what a man you are. I did not talk to him.
The invited opinionist spoke about the Bora-Donald-Trixa triangle, saying that that connection had ended and that where there is no place, no one can enter, and this was confirmed by Beatrix, who said: True.
