For the first time in public, Orinda has confessed about the worst period she experienced a few months after her marriage to Turin. It happened that she got pregnant, but it also happened that she was terminated in the third month. It was an unbearable loss for a mother who could not wait to enjoy this status and for a persistent father to have a child as soon as possible. But it was not said. And the wait after her, was just as torturous. But, without a doubt, it was worth every sacrifice. Because the road was Atara ...
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Orinda, in front of Mira Kazhani in Tirana Post:
... We waited for that 2-year-old for marriage, the marriage happened and we said ok, now we are ready to build a family. We had never tried, so that was the moment. It happened. It so happened that I got pregnant very soon, right after marriage… (cries). I thought that I would not have such moments for this ... I also told my friends who lost their first baby, that that trace never left. Never!
Sweet expectation, those three months, that at the top of 3 months I lost. I was very happy of course. It was Easter period in fact when I found out I was pregnant, I too expected it as a great blessing from God. I remember singing the song "Sometimes over the rainbow". I was with this chorus all the time. Stayed 3 months with me and then was no more. His heart stopped. So there I suffered a big fracture and in the first moment when my doctor said to me: "Orinda, I am not listening to my heart", - I said: "Order", - she told me: "I am not listening to my heart". While I had visits very frequent because it was the first and I was very worried. Two days ago I had been to her because I had a worry, and everything was ok. And after two days, I said to him: “I have no more nausea today. "I do not know how I feel." Told me: "Come on, don't worry." I go and he says: "I do not hear the heartbeat". Meanwhile tha is fixedly shaped as if it were yesterday. As it was yesterday, today it is not. So it was fixed with age. "How do you not feel it?" I said. "I do not feel it. "She is no longer Orinda," he told me. Ok, I told him what should we do? At that moment I was very cold. "We have to proceed," he said. Ok, when? I told him tomorrow. "Okay, tomorrow. "When you want," he said. I remember sending a message to Turjan that we lost him. It was certainly alarming, but it held its own. When I got home I was locked in by myself. I locked myself in the room. I did not cry. I still probably did not understand. I did not get into it… The next day when I went to do the intervention, I was then with Merita Alushani who helped me, and I had all her colleagues there who told me: “Do not worry. it is only the first time. Do you know how many times such a thing happens? It happens to most women to have losses. Not just one, two. The important thing is that you will have a baby. Prova u dha. "You get pregnant." At that moment I was just in tears. I burst into tears before the operation, while I should not have burst into tears before the operation. They kept telling me it would pass. "The first miracle will come. You will see it. I took myself. It's all over. In fact, in that period, when I had lost her, the news of the pregnancy came out, that I was pregnant ... while I did not have to burst into tears before surgery. They kept telling me it would pass. "The first miracle will come. You will see it. I took myself. It's all over. In fact, in that period, when I had lost her, the news of the pregnancy came out, that I was pregnant ... while I did not have to burst into tears before surgery. They kept telling me it would pass. "The first miracle will come. You will see it. I took myself. It's all over. In fact, in that period, when I had lost her, the news of the pregnancy came out, that I was pregnant ...
